Saturday, August 4, 2001

Driving on the road today, i noticed that i am thinking about blog. Or more correctly, i was thinking blog.
That's disturbing.

I read somewhere before on my horoscope that pisces has weak will-power and are subceptible to addiction. Perhaps that is true. Or at least i believe so. Hence that's one of the reason I delibrately refuse to start smoking. Because i don't want to have an opportunity to abuse it (strangely, i did not adhere to such rules for alcohol, but that is another story).

So now, am i addicted to blog? like i was addicted to irc? icq? sleeping? daydreaming? bbsing? reading forum pages? coffee?
What is addiction? To be abusing some substance/thing in great quantities? To be dependent on it? If i were to loosen the criteria for being an addict, for example, i know of some drug addicts who live perfectly functional lives, then won't that make us all an addict of some substance at some point in time, in various degrees of addiction?

hongkong series, japanese dramas, various cartoons, armani, dkny, macpepper burgers, kfc, sms-ing, clubbing, sci fi movies, books, earl grey tea, particular music genre, watermelons, green tea, sushi, sashimi, flowers, pet dogs, pet cats, pet fishes, old photographs, old watches, stamps, old records, soft toys, hello kitties, freebies, airplane food, female magazines, 8 days, 93.3fm, class95fm, old songs, blue, pink, yellow, dancing, singing, ktv, laughing, melodrama, complaining, a 6 pack, ice wine, sunsets by the beach, wind in the hair, night time, day time, floral scents, spicy scents, curry, rainy days, success, money, channel surfing, web surfing, emailing, bbsing, icqing, ircing, collecting mp3s, making innate telephone calls to pizza huts
calling 1711
looking at my cat sleep
burrowing under my duvet
dreaming
working
smiling
worrying
thinking
living
life

I think i am addicted.

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